10 days to go until its been a year. Not really sure whether its just going to feel like a normal day or whether I’m going to feel really weird about it.

I had a conversation with my friend on the phone tonight and she told me she is feeling a bit down. Now I don’t see how this has happened because she is by far the happiest person I know so there really must be something wrong.

Whats wrong is her problem but I told her something and she asked if I could put it in a newspaper or something – but alas my powers of persusaion with the press don’t stretch that far but I will publish it here.

She is the nicest, happiest person you could ever meet. She will go of her way to keep the peace with anyone, even if she doesn’t agree with them. She always listens and she is a true free spirit – she floats about and is completely insane but in a good way! She doesn’t think much of herself but I think its because she hasn’t meet someone who is worthy of her – not the other way around.

Goodnight all!

“Holly, Sorry it has taken so long. I have just sent it off for typing. It should be with you soon. I had a phone call from Sarah Renda on Friday she sounded so upbeat and happy with life. She is Working with the ambulance service and hoping to go to Birmingham Uni. Hope you are well. Regards Ian Orr”

Great I’m so glad that Sarah is having such an amazing life. Cheers Ian!

Somethings are a certainty, some are a maybe and some are a nu-uh not ever. I think this is one of those moments.

It’s weird when your in a place you have been in so many times before, but suddenly everything is totally different.

I just wish I could say it was in a good way.

I hate labels, I don’t think that we should have to be anything but the person we are.

However in a world of labels, I identify as “homoflexible” if anything.

Homoflexible… like hovis. I like the best of both… but if made to choose one or the other white would be their best seller and I would choose lady loving!

See, bread and sexuality are two of the same!

Looking up the lyrics to Kelly Clarkson’s songs is not only useful for singing along purposes it seems…

I was shocked to see Katy Perry penned half a dozen songs on Kelly’s album… however not as socked as when I realised that she has actually recorded them all as well in her own style.

My favourite track on Clarksons album is I Do Not Hook Up… here you can give both a listen and make your own mind up who you prefer!

I think its near impossible to achieve/locate/obtain perfection. I mean we all have our ideal partners that we wish we could find. The “Mr/Mrs Right” syndrome. I actually think gay people are far more picky. We want so much that we convince ourselves that we need in another person. I mean I have been really happy in my last two relationships… until Sarah R had another relationship behind my back and Sarah E got bored of me and pushed me away. Obviously from this I have discovered that the problem is obviously with myself… only I don’t know what the problem is and don’t have time to find it because I’m too busy being picky about the type of person I want.

Question… How do you get into Nun school?

Demi Lovato from Disneys Camp Rock.